When you’re having an Identity Crisis™ and you can’t stop it and suddenly your hair feels wrong and your body feels wrong and your personality feels wrong and your hobbies feel wrong and you are just all fucking wrong
i don’t know how to express
my feelings sometimes
and
sometimes i don’t feel
anything at all
but i just want someone to talk to
i don’t quite understand it myself
but i do know
that sometimes i’m so lonely
it aches in my bones
and leaves me in tears
and i scare myself
my thoughts are everywhere
i need something to filter it
sometimes i feel like telling you everything
but i do know
that id never do that
for the fear of you up and leaving me
i don’t know how else to say it
i’m not sure how i’m feeling
( that’s normal for me)
i think this is happiness
but i haven’t been happy in years
i’m trying my best
and yet
i’m really scared
that you think
i am too much
am i?