bpdconcept:

concept: i don’t have to be dissociating to feel fine

"Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere."
-

Taxi Driver

(via wordsthat-speak)

akb7r:

i hope you find what your soul really needs

(via dimosaurier-deactivated20190621)

janemba:

*customers walk in*
Me: God get a fucking life and stay out of my business

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bpd-entity:

ok google how do u make a mistake without feeling guilty for the rest of your life

bpdelicacy:

- your mood is not the only thing that will change in one sec, your decisions will too.

- the pain you feel in your chest whenever you are thinking or feeling something too much.

- the ability to show physical symptoms to every thing you feel too intensely.

- you hate to be alone, but at the same time you’re isolating from all of your friends.

- suddenly you just get tired of someone you love a lot.

- but now you’re not tired of them anymore and you need them to live and how can you stay away from them for just one second? impossible.

- you just don’t understand how there’s so much anger in you.

- headaches.

- stomach ache.

- the world is not real sometimes.

- feeling like you will lose control and getting suffocated by it.

- seeing a knife and thinking about cutting, seeing a bridge and thinking about jumping, seeing a car and thinking about being run over.

- feeling intensely two things at the same time.

survivingontheborderline:

When you’re having an Identity Crisis™ and you can’t stop it and suddenly your hair feels wrong and your body feels wrong and your personality feels wrong and your hobbies feel wrong and you are just all fucking wrong

bedahmerized:

Ahhhhhhhhh it’s a great day to mean nothing to anyone

(via bedahmerized-deactivated2017090)

hanjokazooie:

when u feel urself dissociating but u don’t even give a shit anymore

image

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infj-fish:

hey, hi, sorry to bother you but it seems as though I’ve lost my sense of self so I was wondering if I could mirror yours for a bit?

"

i’m really scared
that you think
i care too much

i don’t know how to express
my feelings sometimes
and
sometimes i don’t feel
anything at all

but i just want someone to talk to
i don’t quite understand it myself
but i do know
that sometimes i’m so lonely
it aches in my bones
and leaves me in tears

and i scare myself
my thoughts are everywhere
i need something to filter it
sometimes i feel like telling you everything
but i do know
that id never do that
for the fear of you up and leaving me

i don’t know how else to say it
i’m not sure how i’m feeling
( that’s normal for me)
i think this is happiness
but i haven’t been happy in years
i’m trying my best

and yet
i’m really scared
that you think
i am too much
am i?

"
- terrifying (via beaisafail)
"maybe,
I told you
I was leaving
-
because it was
the only way
you’d notice
my absence"